I'll always remember my grandmother. She always made me feel as though I was the most special grandson of them all. Although I knew she made them all feel that way. I'll always remember the BIG HUGS, and KISSES, Smiles and goodbyes. I'll always remember the food that she made for me, the peanutbutter and jelly sandwhiches (strawberry) YUMMY! And the good breakfast that she always made: eggs, bacon, toast, potatoes, and juice. She did this for all of us. She gave MONEY!, LOANS!, LOVE!, ADVICE!, and she gave us her TIME! She RAISED some of us and she SPANKED all of us if we got out of line! She was a small lady in stature but a big lady in heart, mind, and soul! She taught us how to LOVE by EXAMPLE! Just look at her and PAPA, they together SHINED BRIGHT as the morning STAR! She sent money to all of her Grandchildren and Great Grandchildren every CHRISTMAS until she became ill. She played with us when we were young, and played with us when we got older; (on the table). She DANCED with us, she has CARESS all of us to SLEEP when we were babies and some of us when we were Grown up and having difficult problems. She defended us from bad (PUBLIC VIBES), and taught us how to act in public. SHE WAS THERE!!! For everything she was there! I MISS HER!!! I lost my GRANNY!!! I bet she is saying "child DON'T CRY, I am still here for you! And she would say, "I am in a better place now, and I can watch over and PROTECT you from harm. I was your GRANDMOTHER although for a short while, but now I am your GRANDANGEL FOREVER!!! So please little ones DON'T CRY!" I am her second Grandson and the third Granchild of hers. My mother is her third child and her first girl. I am 46 years old and I knew the time was coming. But no matter how long you plan for this, you are still at a great lost when it happens. I MISS HER! I LOVE HER!!! I LOST MY GRANDMA!!! BUT I GAINED AN GRANDANGEL!!!!************************************