Wendy
Mom,I have been thinking about you a lot lately. It seems like it has gotten harder. I know I have been strong and haven't really showed a lot of being weak. I have been though and I miss you so much. I sat all day and I have cried for the first time today while I thought about you. I miss you so much. I haven't been feeling good and have been wanting to call you or be with you like I always was. When I would lay next to you cause you knew when I was sick. You could always tell you would just look at my eyes and say your not feeling well are you and then I would cry and come lay with you or you would hug me. I miss that. You never know how much you miss those things until you can't have the person there anymore to make you feel better. I miss everything about you and wish you were still here. I love you so much and wish I was able to have kept you in my life forever. I know you are still here with me in spirit but I need you all in whole I want to be selfish and never have you leave me. I miss my mommy.