Hey buddy, I know its been a while. Why you might ask? Where have you been Auntie? Grief has been the hardest thing I have had to face. It has made me go through ups downs, sad, sorrow, anger, disbelief, and so much more. I didn't want to write on here cause it only made it real you weren't here. Its like i wanted to make it unreal, another one of my emotions this year has brought. I can say there is no other trauma I have been through in my entire life that has been harder then the loss of you. I think of you all the time. you are never forgotten. I kiss this blanket of your picture is on. As I kiss the blanket I can feel your cheeks. I wish we could go back, I wish you back here all the time. The biggest wish I have is to have just one more day with you! But even that would never be enough. I would only want more time. I love you so much, no day will heal, no year will change. I love you so much baby boy!! I know one day i will hold you again, and that will be one of the greatest days. Till that comes put a good word in the our heavenly father. Ask him to be our guardian Angel. May we follow him all the days of our lives and serve him so we can be there one day!
Auntie will always and forever love you!
