I never felt so much pain it's hard for me to think or even imagine my life without you I wish you could have Been with me for your last days you should have passed in my arms with me telling you how good of a wife mother freind I will never be the same.i thought I would always have you in my life as my wife you are and and will be morned never forgotten by me, nobody knew you better than i.ihurt I hurt , to young to soon to take her from us will never recover I love you nellie we spend 25 years together I am so sick and tierd pretending everything is ok because it's not and never will be.......see you soon love you to the moon and back her back your husband.............. .,................................ Jason m. Gonsalves